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22

May

22. for the widowers…

jesus christ, what a tumultuous couple of days. i guess i’ve been keeping pretty quiet about things, but i’m really okay with that.

yesterday, i went to tynan’s with andrew and we drank on the kitchen floor while sky(e…?), ty’s sugarsweet one-eyed dog made the rounds. i kept saying she looked like she was one of those orange county moms, decked out in an orange velour, ultra baggy track-suit. when i eventually crashed, it was listening to sufjan steven’s “the predatory wasps…!” while she pressed herself up against my tired belly.

as for today, feeling pretty anxious, but trying to just be positive and trust that everything will be okay.